i just saw this pic for the first time... its caleigh and I waiting to see britta at the airport of summer and caleighs dress is reallly pretttyyy

I mean... I can't really help it if I am just THE luckiest bitch on this planet.... too bad i didn't really read my panel book and still did ok... skipped 2nd to do it... saw my 2nd period teacher with my mom at grocery store... STILL not in trouble.... damn... I'm good.

Anyways// lacrosse game coming up Wednesday.. maybe I'll score again.. or twice or three time or four... yeah right... maybe I'll score again.. haha

Anyways.. Volleyball tournament Saturday

SPRING WEATHER MAKES MY LIFE REVOLVE omg

it makes my life= love... i love the weather.. i am so hapyp and I act  differenet.. God i love life... cant wait to go night swimming and all.. i love life ok bye

I change at a slower rate than most. I cut my hair less.. by clothes less often... everyone around me is always changing... but I am the same.... megan.

So yesterday at practice a girl... i wanna say dislocated her knee... but i dont know exactly thats just what the coach told us... And it was scary and it must be sooooo hard to get through that and i felt so bad and yeah.. i was getting really worried i would have just hurt it... and then passed out.. i cant take much pain or stuff like that i cant handle anything like that... even this once when i like... bruised my thumb at volleyball i had to sit out because i felt dissy.. its weird.. but anyways .. i was really freaking out about that and think shes ok now so thats good.. and

last night i flipped out and stuff and cried at my teacher conference meeting with wilkerson when i said that he was telling people to tell me to shut up and he lied about it and was like.... "if anything i was telling them to NOT say shut up"...... YEAH FUCKING RIGHT... i most def disticntly remember him saying... please tell her to shut up..... ok TELL HER AGAIN... so way to lie in front of the parents and make him look all angelic....

ok ... so volleyball tournament in south carolina this weekend... im looking forward to it.... two days of straight volleyball..... and then a few days off after that as well.. its gunna be lots of fun.. gotta take out my earings for EVERY match though... not cool... still looking forward to it... call the cell also.. hopefully ill have good things to say... like maybe well be winning?! WOO HOO... ok soo im gunna go... and yeah... volleyball is the love of my life..

soooooooo fucked....... dont have feelings anymore.... soo drained..... cant feel... cant do it. dont give a fuck. gave everything up.... school is hell... couldnt care less.. just let shit happen to me... dont have the will power to stand up for myself. im just to weak. dont ask me what to do how to fix what is wrong egrjknoe;gnio' whatever dont know help me